5th sem

for some of us, its been hectic. for some its been great news. for some its been normal, and for some its been nothing.

in my new wing i realized music can in fact become noise. thats because we're all music crazy and not everyone has rusty speakers. and so its the survival of the loudest at times. though it sounds like noise if its not. i found myself loving some pieces from Tchaikovsky's famous ballets... and few other classical pieces as well. then's radiohead... experimental... fragile voice, the guy sounds like he'll faint the next moment but the song goes on. can't stop liking it. hmm, Amy got married. but i'm still a great fan of whatever is left in that band. she came up with a fairy tale video for the proper song... now that she's married she'd give up the sad stuff i hope.

i think we all are more into our depts than ever before. i'v regularly attended classes, some just for the sake of attendance while a few have been my favorites. its a day or two to midsems. i ask the pointless question again. have i fucked myself up beyond repair? 7.18 first sem. 7.84 the next. 4.2 the next. 7.something the next. you feel abashed putting this down on your cv. then the problem that you wish things could turn out great. nothing goes great if you are such a mediocre being. u know for one thing you have to repeat a subject the next sem though the consolation comes its a pre-requisite to another which you wont be allowed to take then (this one's rigid unlike some other subjects). but the pressing issue for me - my pre-examination disorder.

hmm... m getting frusst and can't write about it already.

next thing: the anime Ergo Proxy. finally i succeeded in completing at least one anime. took first 8 episodes from LAN and while Illuvatar was offline, had to download the rest from the net. what actually happened in that one is what i'll look for in the next run. how did i get till there? well, radiohead's paranoid android has become a favorite. the song features at the end of ergo proxy episodes. thats when i checked out the trailor for the thing. i like it dunno why. probably the girl was cute. or probably the Amy Hartzler resemblance.

whatever it was that drew me to the series, its the first i've completed. next, watched a few episodes of the Family Guy too. pretty nice shit of a level below South Park which is what i liked about it.

i guess this is enough of/from me. bbye